10 Times Sensitive Guy

10 Times Sensitive Guy(2016)

In those days,
I was crying as  "Hard, painful"
But you're a casual face,
a face that everyone doesn't notice
Apparently I've an extra word,
It seems to be a type to be stuck in my head

The boy who surely suffers,
People around laugh with paranoid paranoia
I was troubled until the sight was white.
But, for all of the directed arrows
I got an answer

I'll not lose,
10 times sucked in words
I'll whip one by one

10 times wounded,
misunderstanding
10-fold awareness,
Sensing Guy
Even if we take a cold fact
I want to keep a passion

I'll not run away!
It's me who win the end!

The sensor can't stand in my way
Once again and again,
when I break down, I fall down,
I was troubled until my sight was white.
However,
I can hear it from far away, too
I got an answer.

I'll not lose
With a bruise sucked 10 times,
One by one,
change to kindness

10 times wounded,
misunderstanding
10-fold awareness,
Sensing Guy
Even if we take a cold fact
I want to keep a passion

I'll not run away.
If I'll be the same as everyone

Even if it doesn't speak,
Enforcement by showing
That fear,
The cruelty of becoming a standard
Puzzled by that,
Sometimes,
I made a choice that didn't move

Even now,
I also suffer the same way
And I'll answer again

10 times wounded,
misunderstanding
10-fold awareness,
Sensing Guy
Even though "Before" is taken
I want to keep running with a passion
I'll not run away!
It's me who win the end!

I'll not run away.
If I'll be the same as everyone

I'll not run away!
It's me who win the end!



(Designed by.Takashi Hayashitani)

(Japanese)
10倍感知Guy(2016)

あの頃、
僕は「辛い、辛い」と叫んでいたけど、
君は何気ない顔、皆は気付かない顔
どうやら僕は余計に言葉を、
頭にぶち込むタイプらしい

確実に苦しむ少年を、
周りの人は被害妄想と笑う
僕は視界が白くなるまで悩んでいた。
だけど、
向けられた矢印の全てに
僕は答えを出してきた

僕は負けない、
10倍吸い込んだ言葉
1つずつぶちかまして行く

傷付き10倍、勘違い
気付き10倍、感知Guy
冷たい事実を受け止めてでも
熱い気持ちを持ち続けたい

僕は逃げない!
最後に勝つのは僕だ!

アンテナが邪魔で仕方ない
何度もへし折って落ち込んで
視界が白くなるまで悩んでた
だけど、
遠くから聞こえる陰口にも
僕は答えを出してきた。

僕は負けない
10倍吸い込んだ傷みで、
1つずつ、優しさに変えていく

傷付き10倍、勘違い
気付き10倍、感知Guy
冷たい事実を受け止めてでも
熱い気持ちを持ち続けたい

僕は逃げない。
僕が皆と同じになるなら

口にしなくても、
示すことでの強制力
その怖さ、
スタンダードへとなってしまうことの残酷さ
それに戸惑って、
敢えて動かない選択をした事もある

今も、同じ様に悩む事もある
そしてまた答えを出して行く

傷付き10倍、勘違い
気付き10倍、感知Guy
『前がそうだ』を受け止めてでも
熱い気持ちで走り続けたい

僕は逃げない!
最後に勝つのは僕だ!

僕は逃げない。
僕が皆と同じになるなら

僕は逃げない!
最後に勝つのは僕だ!


(Takashi Hayashitani Pop poetrist)
Retranslation 2017.10.17

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